I think Mary J. Blige basically takes the words right out of my mouth on this one. Why waste your time feeling sorry for yourself when you can actually change your own stars?
I know a girl who developed this habit of becoming every man's 'damsel in distress.' It amazed me how she would tell this 'pity me' story and the guys would crumble at her feet wanting to save her. Somehow, this was appealing. The men followed her as if she were some drug. How did it go from "I'll save you" to a sincere " Thinking of you" as if they had fallen in love with her ?
With every general thing in life there is so much drama. Why do people have to bring in more for attention? I may have my own drama, but it not only affects me. I don't want pity, I don't want to be saved because I am here saving myself. I didn't see you here.
This is why I write here on this blog because somebody somewhere is going through the same thing I am. Someone may need some inspiration and this is where I can just bear the truth letting my heart spill on the page.
To be honest, my drama is getting closer to being over and then it will be time for me to move on and away. After today I am a bit...no, very much relieved. I am very thankful for news that I received. As I look around me, I realize all that I have accomplished. I knew who I was at 23 years old and now that I am 27 years old I am starting to find that person back. She is someone I can be proud of.
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