So tell me, how hard is it to bluntly explain what you really want to say instead of just avoiding the topic? I'm trying to make sense out of some very awkward moments, but unfortunately there is no answer to the question. Let's take a couple examples and figure out what is going on.
1) Guy gives you hug in public asking you to keep in touch saying he cares about you and what is going on in your life. So? Well, he had alcohol in his system and alcohol does bring out the truth in people. He's a fake, a hypocrite, and obviously not quite the good Christian he wants to appear to be.
2) You try to make a friend and what do you find? Lies, lies, and more lies. In a land where I do not know anyone what do you do? I was told making new friends would be easy because I'm so lovable. So far over the last few days events prove otherwise and that I need to move on.
3) You tell me to call, you tell me to text, and because I like to have an intellectual conversation with a sarcastic human being I give you the benefit of the doubt that I can trust you. How did that turn out? Avoidance. Complete and utter avoidance still showing signs that you can't just face the music. How is it your years show maturity, but your personality lacks?
Out of the 3 there is only one that I miss and hope may have potential. I once heard a story about a young girl who while out in the meadow on a farm would chase ladybugs day in and day out. Although frustrating as the chore may have been, she never once caught one. It wasn't until she lay in the grass and took a nap that the ladybugs became attracted to her and covered her body. Moral of the story, time to MIA out in hopes I can find the intellect I crave. More and more I feel I am in the wrong place, but as time may have it this is the right time.
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